I thought I'd have the time

to blog everyday, but it turned out that I'm wrong indeed.

The starting of this holiday seems usual. Just that I have extra to get more and more decent sleep. I'm trying to be a morning person recently. Find it funny huh ? Since most of the teens are evening person, I want to be the extraordinary one. Go to bed early and wake up ain't really my thing, I've tried for few days though. Call me a geek.

I should have posted about the 3P Carnival a couple of days ago but laziness strikes. =/ Photos have been uploaded in Facebook. =) I enjoyed the trip, somehow racism is one thing I resent. "1 Malaysia" is emphasized throughout this trip but I can't see the bond between races, particularly from own federal territory. It makes me puke. So yeah, I detest their mind set which makes them think they're the strongest ones in this country.

Did I tell you that I can't find the word "home" to describe the damn place I'm living. They could have been worse than strangers. Everything I've done to please 'em ain't working. Yeah, you want me to do house chores. I've done 'em all and yet you're dissatisfied. Why the hell I'm still here to meet your demands? I ain't your maid!

Nonchalance

Hypothetically speaking,

I don't worry about anything at all, regarding the ICC meeting this friday.

The chairperson and vice chairperson won't be around.

I feel irresponsible for leaving everything to 'em.

Aiks.

I don't remember you looking any better

Today's been the most awesome awful schooling day I've ever had, although it's the last day of school. Blessing in disguise huh?

I went round the school to find teachers and settled all the society and clubs matter. Ya know, teachers love pestering! They could repeat the same thing over and over to ensure I don't forget about my responsibilities. Gah, they've got nothing better to do than pestering. =.='

Interact Club -> Ranger -> Scholarship thingy

I've been always blur and ignorant. My fault, my mistake. I forgot to type the formal letter for my friend's community service project. I misunderstood the other day. I was astonished when Ying asked me for the letter(not hers). I thought she will type it herself. =X Ying and Xinyi helped me to type the letter and went round to search for pendrive. Yeah, my pendrive. I honestly detest giving my pendrive to people and that person just won't return it to you even though she saw you! I literally went round the whole with 'em for searching my pendrive. =/ Somehow, I made the worst decision since we couldn't find the pendrive. By the way, thanks both of you for lending a helping hand. =) I appreciate it very much. It's supposed be my responsibility and yet, you girls offered to help me. (:

I've got the scholarship from government. 70 buck per month. I should have gotten 770 bucks in the bank now. XD I would keep all the receipts on books and claim from teacher! =D

Haha I couldn't feel any happier than this!

I had Domino pizzas in class party and editorial board's farewell party today! Both also ordered by me thru online! Smart, ain't I ? =p I'm not gonna tell grandmother story about the parties.

The ex-co have elected the new board for prefects' gathering next year. I've got my junior, Woei Chyi. =D I've nothing much to say about this though. Juniors, keep up the good work! Remember cooperation is the key to success. =)

This blog will be dead on hiatus for 5 days!

Current addiction - I'm gonna bring her to Terengganu trip! =)

I know I'm the best cook ever, kan kan?XP

Au revoir peps !

Woots,

I'm back to blogosphere. i've changed my blog skin as well, a new look. =)

So yes, the damned finals ended yesterday and I'm satisfied with the last paper- Chemistry Paper 1. The other papers, I've screwed 'em up. Not gonna mention much. I ain't that lifeless to elaborate what had happened in this two weeks. Restless and sleepless, enough said.

I'm baffled with what's goin' on. I seem to have paranoia again. This holiday won't be a smooth one I'm certain, I've got assignments and projects to do. So much on earth to accomplish. Life oh life!

I abhor the ways people misjudged me. I was doin' the Moral tugasan harian on the other day and mom thought I was doin' my logbooks. Heaven knows how long I haven't touched my uncompleted logbooks. And damn, she thought I was doin' it. Heck she has nothing better to do than spy on me. And dad's always be the middleman to convey the message. This explains why I haven't talked, not even a single word to her for more than two weeks. Guess I'm just as hard-headed as her. Hmm.

Optimist side - I'm going to Terengganu for 5 days for free. Envy me =P

Random pic, I love Chemistry. =)

Be my mom, you ain't qualified.

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare.

Everyone's right but no one is sorry.

Yesterday was kinda ruined, with parents’ naggings all the way to Shangri La Hotel. I was speechless, ‘cause I was stark raving mad. They claimed that everything is my fault, I’m such a nuisance. Both parents said that I’m wasting their time & money due to extra curricular activities. I didn’t utter a word, just shut up all the while. Perhaps they never knew how hurtful it is. They just like to compare me with other people and praise how excellent they are, never knowing that no one is perfect. In their eyes, I’m good for nothing. They have always wanted me to be a daughter who is fantastically excellent in studies and willing to do house chores all the time. Sad to say, I’ve failed both conditions, in turn to be apple of their eye. I can’t be bothered, ‘cause I’m not a robot nor doll to fulfill all the things they demand.

I reached at 2.10. Well, I was considered late because I asked them to come at 2. =X The report was in a mess and uncompleted. Anyway, Rotarian asked to have lunch in Kelantan room. Haha. All the meeting/conference rooms at lower lobby are named after the states in Malaysia. The lunch was okay. I just dislike the strong smell of macaroni. The mini cakes are cute but cheesy, as in 4/5 of ‘em are cheeseeeee. The District Governor reached later and we began our presentation after having lunch. I was the second one to present the reports. Thank God they didn’t check the reports. I briefly presented all the projects we have done and the future projects we’re going to have. This meeting is beneficial I’d say, ‘cause I get to know how they organize the club, the projects they’ve done.

The meeting ended around 5 and we went back by monorail. =)

Just so you know
Things are getting really crazy here
I’m left behind in many things
School's falling apart
I’m gonna have a break till finals ends.

Love always <3

Hello world, hope you're listening .

I feel very much like vampire. Roar. It's 4.49 a.m in the morning! Wake up superbly early at 2.58 a.m to do the stupid reports. I've been procrastinating a lot lately(extra curricular stuffs), 'cause I love revising, but not the extra curricular things. Haha! Surprising ? I realise that there are lots of things I should buck up. Study study study - nerd mode. @_@

Mom has "confiscated" my new books from MPH! As what I expected, I've already known her for 16 years, and counting ; since I was born and more to go. =X

Wanna know why ? 'cause finals coming!

I've been revising like mad recently. I want 10 A's for finals! =)

Anthon Berg Chocolate liqueurs =D

Everything I can't be is everything you should be
And that's why I need you here

Alright, time to wash up! Can I skip school ? =/


P/s : Don't forget buying me the chocolates! Or else NO RAISE in salary.XD